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kakis

2009-10-20T03:10:00.003+08:00

it's been such a long time since i've blogged.

I was writing my year book messages for the kakis,and i remembered these photos so i did this. cheers.

2009-10-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

here i am telling myself i can do this. i don't need it and all. I'm just fooling myself. I can't take this!! is god punishing me for what i've done?

i really don't know what's going on. i hate tear ends!!
So, i guess this is good bye.

2009-10-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

does anyone ever listen to me when i talk??

i really want this year to be over. five years after and it's exactly the same!
all i want is to get over it!!and leave.

maybe i'm insane!
you tell me!

History repeating it self

2009-09-12T12:28:00.002+08:00

think i'm just not meant to have close relationship with people. Maybe i'm born a loner. It happened to be when i left Sri Damai, It happened to me when i left Sri Bestari, and it looks like it's happening again in Sri Aman. Is it me that caused all this problems?? I seem to make connection with you people, and every time is around 3 months left of school, it just seem to fade away? Is it you or is me?? I guess it's just me if it's happening again for the third time.

So, I'm sorry to those i've hurt. I really didn't mean to hurt you. So, if i have, I'm truly deeply sorry for whatever i've done.It's okay if you don't wanna stick around. But i'm here to let you know that i'll always be there if you need me.If this is goodbye, then i'll say it with pride then i've known you for at least 5 years.So, so long and Farewell.Good luck in life.

Direct Message from @switchfoot!!

2009-09-05T20:15:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEHEHEEHH!!!!!!!! I GOT IT FORM SWITCHFOOT!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHH I"M SO HAPPY EXITED AND EVERYTHING ELSE!!!HEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHE

THE BEST PART IS,THE SONG IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!!

2009-09-01T20:01:00.003+08:00

i don't know what you call this. funny or sad case.

blur like a sotong

2009-08-29T01:41:00.003+08:00

check out the cheapest celery.

the cashier didn't even bother.he actually asked my mum why is it so cheap.

2009-08-28T23:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!

weirdest dream ever

2009-08-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

i had a dream last night that it was so weird.It was a nice dream and a not so nice dream at the same time.

So, this is how it goes. For some reason, Edwin Van Der Sar,Yes THE Van Der Sar of Manchester Unitedwas don in KL again.So at first he was staying in this hotel, and i saw him there. I was like bringing him around and all.The next thing i know,he was sleeping in my brothers room(my old room) with Daphnie, Michelle,Ee Von and Hass. Don't even ask me why. Of course i got really exited and all, so i aske my dad to grab my camera to take photos. So we went to the room ans i started to take photos with him. He was really nice and all.My dad on the other hand wasn't such a great photographer, which annoyed me. so i asked him to take the angle that make us look very lovey dovey kind of photos.what he did next was, he put his arms around my hip and said is this okay?. Iwas like,oooooo. so then, blah blah blah. The next day i went to school. Daph and all were sitting there. then i brought out the photos.Only then i realized tin the photos, it wasn't Sar. IT WAS THEM!!!!! I got really furious. I stop talking to them bout 1 month.It was really funny.

Maybe it's because before i slept, i got fooled by Yin Li and i watched the UEFA Club Awards thingy.Sar looked so hot in the suit!!Goalkeeper of the year!!!

2009-08-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

okay, so the photos of Man Utd will come later.

I found the most awesome spot ever!!It's so awesome! i don't think i was suppose to be there, but i wanna go there again!!!i really want to, just to read a book :):):)!!

i should be studying now. I'm so freaking screwedman. i don't think i can do well in spm. with what i'm getting now, i don't even think i can do it man. I can't even imagine in college. what was i thinking to choose this course i want to choose.I don't know if i'm making the right choice. I'm afraid i won't be able to cope in college and i'm so freaking screwed.

2009-07-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

i have too many things to blog about!! and i'm saving my one hundredth post for Manchester united!!

So anyway, I really hate it when they fight!i'll always be the middle person.It's not that i don't wanna help.But if i help one, what about the other.I really had it.Sometimes when i'm alone in my room, i'll think of all kind of shit and it hurts. it makes me cry. I don't want to feel that. I want us to all be happy.Is that so difficult? We used to be, can't we just me again. i really miss those times when we fool around eating dinner, laughing, Having A BLOODY conversation.We barely have any nowadays. It makes me feel sad. Come on, i'm sure we can all make each other happy.Right? do it for yourself and not anyone else. If i'm trying to make us feel happy, so can you guys.

Awesomely weird

2009-07-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! today was fantastic, they were awesome!!! Like really fun and seeing all the Mu players especially Edwin Van Der Sar.

OMG VANDY'S LEGS ARE SO SEXAY!!!

So, i'll blog bout that tmr together with the pictures and all.But i had to blog bout this like NOW!

Anyway, it's actually a very interesting story.It has something to do with "it".
Well, me, jo ad millie were surveying the place pick the best spot for us to sit.Then, this guy in green was walking towards us.He was using his phone and he looked like he was looking for someone.Well, why would i bother what on earth this stranger was doing right! But then Hor, he look like "it" lor.My heart started pounding like shyte . and i didn't know what to do. Millie was like shouting my name for him to respond but it didn't work.So we went back to where jo's brother was sitting.Few minutes later,that green fella sat a few rows away from us. Then we decided to go check out the merchandises(my heart was still pounding) then hor, we went down lor. We didn't go see anything cause it was outside the gates.So hor, we went back lor. Then hor, they ask me to ask him if he is "it " lor. (my heart starts pounding EVEN faster)We went back to our row, standing at the stairs, preparing my speech to ask the fella if it's "it". I think we stood there bout 15 mins.(heart was pounding like Shyte)So, i went over there and said

"Hi, excuse me, you look like my friend.ermm, are you "it'."

He replied; "errr,No"

I don't know if you can say if this story is funny, or it's confusing me lor!. i was really freaking out because i thought it was him.Seriously, i was so distracted,But when i found out it wasn't him, there was a sense of disappointment in me.
(I don't know why i typed like that with all the "hor" and "lor")

Sigh, it was going on so well till Today.

Anyway, did i mention that VANDY IS SO SEXAY!!!

2009-07-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's the day!!! we were talking bout it since last year. finally they're here. but after this, i'll be stuck at home.

NO birthday parties!
NO shopping!
basically NO anything!

128

2009-07-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! SPM is in friggin 17 weeks!!! and i'm still sitting here blogging.Crap oh crap!!!!. omg!! omg!! i'm so dead. i need more time!!!!!

Farewell

2009-07-09T23:57:00.005+08:00

That's it. I GIVE UP!!!!!. Seriously, i don't want to hold on to it anymore.I've given it enough chances to turn around,but it doesn't want to. FINE!! I won't ever disturb it again!!!.It's finally time for me to let it go. 7 freaking years is long enough.It never appreciated my pressence , then i'll walk away.

I've wasted too many years,
I've shed too many tears,
and now it's time to say goodbye.

I'll still miss the times we had.
How you were there for me and i was there for you.

Once and for all, i'll really forget it.
No talking about it.
No more thinking of it.
No more scrolling to it's text.
No more starring at it's page.
JUST NOTHING TO DO WITH IT!!

Today will be the day that i'll let it go completely.

You'll only be a "IT" to me now. no longer that special someone that i had close to my heart.

Good Bye.

2009-07-04T17:03:00.003+08:00

GOOD LUCK D*STARZ!!!!!

11th July will be the day

2009-07-04T17:00:00.002+08:00

'm giving myself another 8 more days to think about it. Next saturday will be the day where i'll have to decide to let it go or keep holding on.

It's been 7 years, so that day will be the day i'll decide what i should do with all those memories i had with it.

I'm an IDIOT!!

2009-07-02T18:30:00.001+08:00

i must really learn to shut up. every time i talk,i'll some how hurt someone. i'm really sorry to those people who suffered anything cause of me. i vow i'll never talk unless needed. so who would like to smack me if i start talking crap??

2009-07-01T21:52:00.001+08:00

i really want to post bout the drama. but i want to wait for the pics, then it'll be the super super long post.(i hope) heheheheh!!! but i really can't wait to blog bout it!!

2009-06-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

they just look so sweet together.Don't you think so??

i didn't get into NS.I for some reason actually wanted to be in.i'm weird ain't i??

2009-06-29T20:51:00.001+08:00

just when i thought i could stop thinking bout it, things have to appear in front of my eyes!!
Why?

can someone just tell me why?

i'm really sick and tired of it!
i want to let it go, but it just seems so hard to do so.
Damn, why am i such a sissy!

2009-06-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry toofie, sabar la!! no time la!! will update soon.Promise

2009-06-08T09:43:00.000+08:00

Q:which restaurant does mosquito like to dine in?

A:GEH SU WEI

The Cryptic Canvas

2009-06-07T03:00:00.003+08:00

http://www.empireonline.com/crypticcanvas/

Go check it out, it's really fun!.

There are 50 clues to the titles of 50 great films hidden in the painting.The films included all date within the last 20 years,Just say what you see, and you'll get a lot.

Try not to think so far. Look at it literally

WARNING!:
once you start, you won't feel like stopping.You'll just feel
like answering all the answers at once,hence why i'm still awake.

BOOM!BOOM!

2009-06-03T12:38:00.005+08:00

KINDLY REFRAIN FROM WATCHING THIS VIDEO IF YOU ARE WEAK-HEARTED. SCENES OF THIS VIDEOCLIP ARE QUITE DISTURBING

2009-05-26T16:57:00.001+08:00

I'm a failure. There's no point doing so much when there's no results.
That's it! Igive up!! I've tried so hard yet i've failed.

You tell me what to do??

i'm permanent

2009-05-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

would you think your all alone when no one's there??
i'll always be there for you.
that's all you got to remember,
just call my name,and i'll be there!

tuition eh??

2009-05-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

this happened during tuition...

Pn.U: class from 8 am till 11 am ya.
Jo: so early??
Jun:teacher, later la..
Pn U:Can not la, i have to go home and feed..

(Jun added..)

Jun: your cat????
Pn U: My daughter!!!

Enough is enough

2009-05-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, people don't know when to stop!! It's really getting on my nerves already!! it might not be funny to some of us!

Happy Mothers Day

2009-05-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

Happy Mummy day!!
Missing you every second,
Lotsa love back in the land of heat,
can't wait for you to be back.

You're the best mum anyone can ask for,
you done so much for our family,
i appreciate every single detail you have done for us.
so, once again, happy mothers day.
and a BIG THANKYOU!!

♥
your daughter,
suwei

2009-05-10T16:23:00.001+08:00

CAN'T WAIT FOR 19th OF MAY TO COME!!!!

Sorry

2009-05-10T16:21:00.000+08:00

I'm going to do real bad in this coming exam. I'm here to say sorry to my teachers, parents and friends who think i should have done better.SORRY.

sigh

2009-04-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i feel like i'm all alone in the room. there's no one there for me and no one for me to care for.

i might for fortunate then some, but i'm still not satisfied. i know i shouldn't be greedy, but i'm only human! that's what humans do!!

i feel empty, i can't feel anything. it's like the whole world stopped.

2009-03-22T16:48:00.001+08:00

2009-03-16T13:32:00.001+08:00

247 days to nightmare and 269 days to freedom.

For now, i'll be stuck at home.

Dreams

2009-03-08T21:01:00.003+08:00

dream

[dreem] Show IPA noun, verb, dreamed or dreamt, dream⋅ing, adjective –noun

1.	a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.

2.	the sleeping state in which this occurs.

3.	an object seen in a dream.

4.	an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake.

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when i finally stop thinking..somehow or another you had to apear to me.not once.BUT TWICE!!!

Can't you just let me go? Is seven years of suffering from you is not enough?
I know you don't care for me,fine. it'sokay..but why must you apear in my dreams..It's hard letting you go,and if you keep onappearing in my dreams,it will be imposible to let you go.so,why don't you just do me a favour and LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!

I know it's not you that is REALLY in my dreams,but what is the truth? is it a sign for me not to let you go? Can someone tell me what to do. i gave up on you, and all this apears in my dreams,i don't understand! i don't know what i should do.

Is it time to let you go? As it a sign to keep holding on?

THe best thing is if you just forward tell me what you really feel.I would appreciate that very much.

2009-03-06T20:38:00.004+08:00

yay!! i've finally scanned my drawing =).. it's crappy,i know
Commets please =).

2009-03-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

I have Finally took that step.

2009-02-28T23:53:00.001+08:00

Sunway College post will come soon!!

wasn't it fun?

2009-02-28T23:14:00.008+08:00

Finally my birthday post is here!!! (say YAY!)
i shouldn't be blogging now..now but oh well :D

well i turned 17th on february 7th 2009 :D. i'm an official SPM candidate :(
anyway, back to the topi, my birthday this year was dragged like for three weeks. Well at least my birtday present was :>

It started on the 7th..daddy mummy and cheem, went to 'Ding Tai Fung' to eat awesome sui long pao!!

If you know me, you know I'm a psycho who LOVES 'PGl the musical'. Last year, in November, the news came out that there will be a third season..and i was lucky that my aunts wanted to watch,so i managed to catch it for the THIRD time :).

we bought the tickets the day it came out at around 9.30. (note: the show is in February and i bought the tickets in December :D :D :D ) but sadly this time i bought the cheapest tickets.

So February 8th came and it was the day..*cheng cheng cheng*. it was a matinee show.. i went with daph,jo,mich and eve. me daddy was really nice :D, he fetched all of us down.

Here's the funny story (to some of you, but for me it wasn't). We were at the lobby...

S: Eh! Jo, got your specs??
J: Ya,ya!!
S:(searches bag) S:Shit!Shit!Shit!!!! I DON'T HAVE MY SPECS!!!! but i have my binoculars.

Anyway, it was AWESOME!! the props were like spectacular!!..oh oh oh and hughes still stretches his "AKU"!!!Great,Great show..come on man, you have to give credit to a guy who doesn't speak the language sing songs in that language.He's great.Not forgetting the illusions.That was new :)

that was the third season and FINALLY they had an autograph session!

After that, daph,mich,eve and I went to secret recipe for dinner. My two very lovely friends, jean and SHERN, came all the way just to say HI!!

After dinner, was fun.Daph and i had a nice conversation about *Ahem*

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Then the next week, there was another news in the newspaper!! PGl was having an encore performance!!! so i made my mum go but the ticket for us the morning it was on sale :P.

This time my bro said he wanted to watch..so i was like OKAY!! :D :D..Oh Oh!! Since i sat all the way on top, i could see their illusions revealed :0.It was great!! It was my fourth time and i'm still not bored of it.. when the next season comees, anyone wants to watch, do call me k :D :D

OMG, how can i leave this part out!!!Thar afternoon,I BOUGHT MY VERY FIRST PHONE!!!!!

This is not My phone..but i didn't take a photo of mt phone..so ya :)

suwei needs to study :(

is this the end?

2009-02-14T23:36:00.007+08:00

I've finally shed that tear!

"One of us will lose
Is it me or you
Who's it gonna be
What you gonna do
Are you over me?
I'm not over you

I'll keep waiting till that day when
You come back on home to me
Life's too short to live without you
Where you are is where I wanna be

What can I say to change your mind
Thinkin' about you all of the time
Don't keep me holding on
Come back to where you belong"

I guess it just hit me that,THAT is how much you mean to me.
but i guess you'll never feel the same way too.
It's a shame it's all thrown away just like that.
Those days were the days i look forward to,but now all i can do is look back at it.
Why can't we be like what we used to be.Ain't that good?
maybe thats not good enough for you.
Why are you doing this again?
it breaks my heart not knowing how you feel about all this
.just let me know,and i'll let you go!

It's time to move on

2009-02-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

What a day!!

Receiving the two worst news on the same FREAKIN day!!!

2009-02-11T00:21:00.001+08:00

WHAT DID I GOT MYSELF INTO??

Birthday post will be up soon.

2009-02-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

it's proven.he's not who i think he is anymore.or does he just have a terrible memory.we'll he have 2 minutes to make it better.

tomorrow is the day

2009-02-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

It's time to see if he's really who i think he is.

I hope he is!

2009-02-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

I Survived!!

2009-02-06T04:05:00.002+08:00

I'm still awake doing homework!!

Don't underestimate it k!!

2009-02-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

Seriously,it's not a necessity!!!

It's good enough

2009-02-04T23:59:00.005+08:00

The feeling is back..DAMT IT!!

What do i do??

Sombody save me

There's always a first time.

2009-02-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

This is my first time playing Mah Jong...

It was FUN!!!

And look at me!!! counting my winnings..monopoly money though

There is a difference

2009-01-30T22:25:00.003+08:00

"What if we do this instead of that"

"I think we should do this instead of that"

Which sentence do you think is better??
It does make a difference in how you phrase your sentences.
So think before you say anything.
You might just hurt others.

2009-01-30T03:02:00.000+08:00

Why can't people open up and accept help from others?
They complain no one listens to them but they don't even want to tell you anything!
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO HELP IF YOU DON"T LET ME!!!!!

"i don't have to explain everything to you!"

It's not that i want you to explain to me.All i want is for more communucation to happen.If you're more open then we can talk,like we used to be.
Wasn't that fun?
Or you didn't like?

I realy don't know who you are anymore.
I thought i knew you well enough.
I guess i'm wrong.

there's nothing much i can do. I've tried and it's all up to you.
GOOD LUCK!!

2009-01-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese "Niu" Year!!!

NEW SU SHERN

2009-01-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
SHERNIE

it's like the third birthday message i'm writing for you.

So all i'm going to say is a year older, a year wiser.Be more like the girl i met in 2005.
Love ya.

The Awesomeness of having a brother!!!

2009-01-10T23:38:00.006+08:00

ThankYouThankYouThankYouThankYou!!!!

Can you see it?? It has my name..LOOK!!!
It's autographed by Chirs Garver.CHRIS GARVER!!

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Bro: "I need to go Ikea buy frame"
Me: "for what? You took picture with Garver is it?"
"You wait and see la"

Got into the car to go back home...

Pulling out something from a cylindrical container
"OMG!!!!!OMG!!!!OMG!!!"
With a grin on his face..He pulled another one out..
"OMG!!!!THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!THANK YOU THANK YOU"
"see, i'm such a nice brother"

I was so happy until teared :D

It's the best birthday present ever!!!

Thank you chee minh.

You're the best!!!

Blythe Dolls!!!

2009-01-09T20:44:00.003+08:00

This is what i would like to get this year!!

THERE'S A SHOP IN MID VALLEY: - XL-SHOP DOTCOM!!!

SIAPA NAK PERGI??? :D :D :D

Food Glorious Food

2009-01-03T22:11:00.058+08:00

This time my penang trip was ALL bout eating!!
We actually went to penang for a wedding dinner,but the before
and afters were better:)

On the way to Ipoh, we saw a number of army tank..they posed for me :D

Day one :D

First stop was in Ipoh.(that corner coffee shop that sells A LOT of food :D )

Chinese Satay

( I totally forgot bout it,that's why there's only a few sticks left..too hungry :P )

Ipoh Sar Hor Fun

Ipoh Ngar Choy

Tan Char
(egg in tea)

Custard

Second Stop at Sungai Siput ( Sweet Home Duck)

Half a roast duck

Char Siew

Choy Keok
(some sort of vegetabe-
don't know how to explain)

Then we continued the journey to penang.

Third stop Jalan Benggali in Butterworth.

Beef Soup(we didn't want to have the noodles)

The best meal

Fourth stop Tanjong Tokong (Sea Pearl Restaurant)

See Hum

Prawns
(Pak Cheok Har)

Ho Chien

Crabs
(Koe Hai)

The day has ended.

Day two..

First stop Bangkok Lane corner coffee shop.

Penang Hokkien Mee
(Har Mee)

Mee Rebus

Mee Goreng

The cheapest Barley i've ever drank

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Second Stop Jalan Penang (another corner Coffee shop :P)

Lor Bak

Third stop somewhere near Julia street( again another corner coffee shop)

Beef Noodle Soup

Wan Tan Mee

Fourth stop Jalan Penang (near chowrasta market)

Cendol

Fifth stop Ayer Itam (Best dish every!! for only RM 2.50)

Assam Laksa

Sixth stop Opposite Assam laksa stall

Curry Mee

Seventh stop Cousins wedding dinner in CRC.

Day three

First stop Macalister Road( Yet another corner coffee shop)

Famous sisters Char Kuey Teow)

Otak-otak

Second stop Jalan Penang LC-Line Clear Nasi kandar

The workers there shouts line clear when one fella leaves the line.

Nasi Kandar
(after the meal)

Third stop Butterwroth

Lor bak #1

Char Kuey Teow with duck egg

Lor Bak #2

Last and final stop Bidor(ANOTHER corner coffee shop)

Fish Balls

Bitter Gourd and chicken
Petai and prawns
Tofu

Tin Kai
(frog)

Lala

2009-01-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

Wishing you all the best.
I'll be here for you if you need me.

Happy 2009?

2009-01-01T01:11:00.002+08:00

2008 had been a considerably good year for me.
Had all the fun and laughter.
i HOPE 2009 will bring all the joy and laughter into my life.

2 years ago i watched the new year fireworks from my living room window.
1 years ago i watched the new year fireworks from Curve.
This year i watched the new year fireworks from my auntie's car :D.

I feel like ted mosby ushering the new year in a vehicle.
though he was in a limo,
with his friends,
going for a party,
in new york city,
AND,
he got a kiss from the girl of his dreams.

That's all the oppsite of my new years...Mine was nothing like his.

2009 NEW YEARS RESOLUTION!!

Shut down my business.
Study way harder(since it's spm year)
Treat the people that i've beenmistreating them last year better.
Try to bring my family together.

SO TO EVERY ONE OUT THERE HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!MAY THE NEW YEAR BRING YOU WHATEVER YOU WANT!!!

The Winner Takes It All.

2008-12-28T22:22:00.009+08:00

Mama Mia The Smash Hit Musical was really awesome.It was really really great.

The Lighting was great.The singing were fabulous.The Costumes were BRIGHT!!!..The cast were great..they added some funny parts..it was really cute.

My Seat wasn't that great..Look That is from my seat.(and i'm gonna sit somewhere there again for PGL*sigh*)

And all i bought was a booklet and a key chain..My purse dry up ade:(.

They sang 22 Songs and their dance performance seriously wei,was the bomb!!

here are a few pictures from the booklet since i got caught taking photos in the auditorium.There were red lights flashing at my camera wei..crazy people.They should let people take photos during curtain call la..sheesh:(.

ONE WORD TO SAY IT ALL....

AWESOME!!!!

Ho Ho Ho...

2008-12-27T17:07:00.002+08:00

My Christmas Pressies!!!

The Last Lecture Story book:Daddy.
Starbucks Flask:Kam Mo & Yoke Yee.
DIY Cake:Poh Li and Kit Kuan.
Teddy Tin:Mummy.
Orange Ballet: Sin Yee.
Turquoise socks:Mummy.
Reindeer hanger:Carmen.
Pink Hamster:Poh Li & Kit Kuan.
Pecks:Yin Li & Kit Sun.
Sandals:Mummy.
Red Feather:Daph.

Christmas this year was kinda fun..We played Pictonary and Charades..It was FUNEE!!

LOTR

2008-12-22T01:58:00.003+08:00

Saturday was the first MPO concert that i really really enjoyed.It ways way awesome!!

The ushers were dressed up as lord of the rings characters in conjunction with the event.(the Lord of The Rings Symphony).Though i don't know what character the usher was dressed up as??But he was really cool looking..i wanted to take a picture with him,but when i took out my camera the fella don't know disappear.

This Concert was in collaboration with the Yong KL singers and the KL Children Choir.They were great.

Not forgetting...THEY PLAYED MY FAVOURITE SONG!!!

Although it was a great show,It felt empty without my favourite violinist Sebastian See-Schrienberg.Good bye and good luck in whatever you do.Hope one day you'll be sitting next to me:D

...

2008-12-14T00:00:00.005+08:00

This seriously sucks.My holiday is getting from worst to far worst.Everything seems to be getting worst."i'll change for the better".It never works.People never change!!

It started of being very lonely and my holiday is coming to an end and it has become way lonelier.I wish we could be want we used to be.Laughing and playing.Teasing and hitting.Talking and fooling around.I really want you back..Please don't leave me alone.I need you.I was there when you needed me..please be here for me when i need you..

It's my last year of high school next year..be there for me and help me when i'm in need.Don't just abandon me like that.I've never push you away...

Sometimes just to think of these things makes me tear up.I'm sick and tired of shedding those tears for you..

I've done all i can,i hope you'll understand.

♥ you always

Panic Attack

2008-12-13T01:41:00.002+08:00

I love the Internet!!it saved my life!!I freakin panicked for about one and a half hours and then i decided to google "if my computer screen turns sideways what should i do?"

And the answer is press Ctrl + Alt + Up Arrow.

NOW I CAN SLEEP WITHOUT WORRYING!!

Fun Fair!!

2008-12-12T19:08:00.001+08:00

Take me to a fun fair!! and i'll save you :D

2008-12-12T00:54:00.001+08:00

Gossip Girl Episode 13 is the BEST DAMN EPISODE ever!!!!

It's really really really awesome!!

I don't wanna say anything more or i'll spoil it for you guys who haven't watch.

But i am going to say one thing...Chuck Bass is awesome!!!:D

2008-12-06T03:01:00.002+08:00

after the traffic light party,my mummy asked me to go to sleep.But as stubborn as i can be,of course i didn't listen to her.But guess what i did??I opened my maths work book and did 20 questions.Then i plan to move on to my story book,but my bro came back so i went out to talk to him..then i looked at the computer,it just gave me the 'use me' look..so i went over and check a few things out and........

CHENG CHENG CHENG!!!

2008-12-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

I'm the smartest person in the world....

I LEFT MY PHONE IN MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE!!!!!

S.C.R.E.W.E.D

2008-11-28T15:22:00.001+08:00

Okay,i SERIOUSLY freaking out for next year..I'm planning my tuition days and i don't think i have time for anything man..i'm so freaking screwed.I just hope i can finish my homeworks and still have time to study

i'm so bitter

2008-11-27T02:06:00.002+08:00

minutes turns into hours and hours bleeding into days..

31 556 926 seconds
525 948.766 minutes
8765.81277 hours
365 days

52.177457 weeks

this week will be the last week of enjoying myself till end of next year..
I really need to start working my ass off for next year..
i can't risk it anymore
it's not a game
at least for me it's not..
i really don't wanna screw this up.

We all make mistakes,it's not like i wanted
There's a feeling inside
that footstep is coming round
maybe is a sign..

somehow just get out of bed
seems so difficult
but its time for me to walk alone

it's time for me to stand up on my own feet to deal with my studies

Vroom Vrooooommm!!!!

2008-11-23T22:01:00.004+08:00

Today was aewsome!!

Jamie, chee minh and i went to Shah Alam go karting track..

I haven't ride one before..and it was humilating..

we started the race and iwas like"WHAT THE F*** AM I DOING???I'M GOING TO DIE!!I'M GOING TO DIE!!" those were my exact words when i just started :) :)

when i was on the seconf lap,the guy asked me to go on the outer lane..then the other guy was like"do you know how to drive?have you ride this before?"*shakes head*

then i was back on the track..and i was kinda slow..i bet the other people on the trsckwere cursing at me :p.At least i didn't loose control of the car :)

It was fun..i had a blast..THANKS BRO!!!:)

and the answer is...

2008-11-20T02:23:00.005+08:00

Suwei has finally found the answer!!!

And it is a NO.
I can't do anything bout it..so it's time to give up..
it's time for me to stand, say one last goodbye and not to think bout it anymore
hey,there is more to life that that right??
I'm a sixteen year old kid living her life..what more can i ask for?
I'm sure the decision is final,and that it is..
so all i can to is accept it and not bother bout it anymore.

In a way it's good,next year SPM, need to FOCUS!!!
So if this is what you want..

SO LONG,
FAREWELL,
GOODBYE.

2008-11-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

The awesomeness of seafood is going to kill me..i can feel the fats growing.:(:(:(

Just

2008-11-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i don't wanna go to bed..getting those
nightmares i just don't wanna close my eyes.
The thought of loosing you just make me cry,
i really can't imagine when the time actually comes..

I pray to God and hope it won't be anytime soon..
It better not be anytime soon..

I definately won't be able to handle it..
Cause by just dreaming of it
makes me worry all day..
i just can't imagine what it would be like

honestly, i hope i don't ever need to go through that.

SO,touch wood and all i can do is just,JUST hope that it won't happen

2008-11-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

Tanjung Karang here i come!!!!

why??

2008-11-18T17:27:00.001+08:00

one day i get a really great dream and the next i get the worst dream ever

what is god trying to tell me??

i need to know

2008-11-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

Honestly, i've lost trust in you..I've given you many chances..why did you misuse them..there is only one word to describe you....HOPELESS..

that's all i can say..i just hope..JUST hope, you'll wake up and change..and grow up..

One heck of a trip

2008-11-13T13:55:00.029+08:00

still feel like i'm on the boat :)

well let me introduce to you my tour guide in Hanoi.

His name is Mr.Linh(pronounce as Ling)
He is 35 years old.
48 kg.
Married with a 5 year old kid.
father 64 years old and mother 59 years old.
He has an older brother..
A heavy smoker..
kinda short..
Don't ask how i know so much..

anyway..back to the topic..one word says it all..IT WAS AWESOME!!!!

DAY 1

We arrived at the airport around 7-ish their time..and we sat for about 3 and a half hours of bus ride to the port.We stayed in the junk(some sort of boat)it was fun..really nice weather.Thank God..The news scared the shit out of us..but it was great..Scenery was nice..really beautiful..on the junk there was a deck..very nice to sit up there and watch the mountains and chill..really relaxing..

We settled in and they served us great great seafood..really good..then we rest for awhile and we set of to a cave..really nice cave..a bit of climbing my leg hurt a little at that time..and i nearly fell a few times..oh well now i'm here :)..on the way back to the junk..we bought a basket of prawns for $ 12.

Then we went to this tiny winy biny beach...me and my dad went and take pictures of the sun setting on a wobbly bridge..it wasn't fun..maybe that's why i still feel like i'm on the boat..

Then back to the junk and we set out to our 'parking lot'..Had dinner..seafood again+ out prawns..then my mum and my aunties started playing cards..while i was playing with the camera with my dad..when he went to sleep i just sat there and read my book..it was a nice feeling till a boat came to refill water..it was dark and their motor was running and the to guys were talking..it just reminded me of those thai horror movies..freakky..

DAY 2

We sat a sampan to a little area..then we had lunch..then back to the city...another 3 and a half hours.

We went to Halong Market..my mother and aunties bought stuff..then we started the journey back to hanoi town.

Back in the city we were stuck in the jam for a bout 1 hour +..then we had dinner then to the hotel and checked in..after that we walked to the water puppet theater ..after the water puppet.we went to the night market near our hotel..this is where my mum and my aunties shop the most..SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!..

back to the hotel then we slept..

DAY 3

We started of with breakfast in the hotel..then we went to tamkok..another 3 hours bus ride..had goat meat for lunch..yummy:)..then we sat the sampan..i sat the sampan for an hour..my dad sat it for 2 hours..they are really good..they can row the boat with their legs..really cool..my sampan was really fast..we were the first to start and first to reach the end.

After that shopping at the shops near by..my mummy bought cotton table cloths and stuff...then another long bus ride...back in town..we had a buffet dinner

after that we went back to the hotel..rest for awhile and back to shopping..my mummy and aunties bought more stuff again of course..then back to the hotel..chit chat till bout 1 their time..then went to bed

DAY 4

Started of the day with Phở (Vietnamese noodles)..when i just step foot into the shop..i felt like puking..after awhile..it got okay..and when the food came..it was gone..it was awesome...the 9 of us ate 11 bowls..it was expensive though..the whole bill cost $20.

After that we went to the turtle temple..there's a legend about a turtle with a sword in that lake..

after that we went to a church..really nice stained glass..pretty pretty ones :)..then we went jalan-jalan and my auntie bought lanterns..

then we went to this old university..where each gate you enter..the smarter you are...there's this tomb where the y carve your name there if you became a doctor..the tomb is sat on a turtle..there's a legend a bout the great turtle..

Then we went to Ho Chi Minh Mausoleum..sadly it was close..they close on Mondays and Fridays..Ho Chi Minh was a heavy smoker and single..

then we went to the one pillar pagoda..there's a tale about the emperor had a dream about this pagoda and a girl..and then they fell in love and had a son..so the emperor ordered his men to build this pagoda..and his dream came truee..so people usually visit this pagoda for fertility help..

Then it was time to say good bye..we left for the airport..another hour ride..The immigration officer didn't think i was the girl in the passport..he stared at me then back to the passport..and then back at me..and then he smiled..

Arrived at LCCT around 11.30 pm..

Break!!

2008-11-07T03:52:00.001+08:00

Have fun guys during the weekend..off now:)

sadly i have to miss the game
good luck!!!

Do i care?

2008-11-05T21:12:00.006+08:00

Barack Hussein Obama WON!!!

2008-11-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

looking at your name makes me go..

2008-11-02T23:09:00.004+08:00

people do make mistakes
i understand..i really do..
but people NEVER make the same mistake twice.

I never learn..Honestly i never
and i'm regretting it AGAIN!!

I should just leave it alone
and let it flow.

i just wanted your attention
you're going through so much
every single day

i should just let you go..
i would like to say good bye
but somehow i can't seem to let go
or should i just let you hang on to me
and see how long you are able to hang on

somehow every night i sit and think of you
and when i do,
it just make me wanna die
maybe the best thing for me to do is say goodbye

But i've been like this all my life
i should be able to hang on
but are you worth hanging on?

all i want to do is care about you..
is that too much to ask for?

History is repeating itself

2008-11-02T14:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you don't know what is going on with your life.
you really can't figure out what is going on..
maybe it's just god's plan for us..
or maybe we're just fated to be like this.

i always ponder what is my life about..
am i really wanted here?
or was i coincidentally landed on this planet called Earth.

It's confusing not to know the answer
and it hurts deep down inside
but i know someone somewhere out there
is suffering more than me

So, i have to live with it..
and appreciate what i have
all i can say is
at least i have that few hours of laughter
to cherish it with all my heart

Sadly

2008-11-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna miss the game next saturday..

Manchester United vs Arsenal

Man U better win or *sigh* i have nothing better to say...

so good luck,have fun and enjoy the game

Awesome

2008-11-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

Manchester United 4- Hull City 3

Ronaldo
Carrick
&
Vidic

Great job..
[i think..Didn't get to watch the match :(..but at least you guys scored. ]

What do want from me?

2008-11-01T17:50:00.005+08:00

Let the tear drops wash away your sorrows,

just let it flow ,
and look forward for tomorrow

Cause tomorrow is a new day,
acknowledge it with a smile on your face,
Don't let the past haunt you.

Be proud of what you have done,
Cause that is who you are,
let them talk all they want,
cause deep down inside
you know what you really want.

I feel like going to an open field and sit down and stare at the sky..
It feels good when you are in an open space..
your feelings all flows out like a waterfall.

Somehow it's nice to cry..
it feels good..
Crying makes me feel better.
Does it help you??

boo

2008-11-01T17:44:00.005+08:00

Halloween!!

what did you dress up as??

i dressed up as SUWEI !!! :)

yummy

2008-10-30T23:19:00.004+08:00

From "tong sui" to the king of fruits

My parents usually shut the lights at 10..

but today.. i manage to drag them out to bring me go get my "che ma wu"

but we pass the durian stall..and we were like..lets eat durian instead :)

2 biji for 42 bucks wei...

king of fruits is meant for the king :(

Are you a human?

2008-10-30T18:47:00.004+08:00

Why would you let a 83 year old lady wash her own cardigan??

Please la..wash it for her..

look what has happen now..

she drop on her buttocks ..

*sigh*

You people don't ever learn do you?
god she's an old lady..feel pity for her la
come on..No matter how bad she has treated you,
SHE'S STILL YOUR ELDER!!

Say Goodbye

2008-10-29T13:35:00.002+08:00

Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life
I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over

Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew
This time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye

this song is so sweet..don't cha think so??
it also suits me..ahh

"yesterday,all my troubles seem so far away.."

2008-10-28T09:10:00.003+08:00

Zara Sale(awesome warehouse sale)+
Jaya One(the place we planed..ditched one utama..JAYA ONE HERE WE COME!!)+
Starbucks(talked for bout 4 hours)+
Kinder bueno (mine was a stupid jigsaw puzzle)+
fountain (playing with small kid)+
=
AN AWESOME DAY!!!

2008-10-27T17:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!

30.30

2008-10-25T21:59:00.005+08:00

It takes a little courage to make things happen

It feels good after letting it go..
you wouldn't know how it will end up if you don't try

people might pay to the slightest details about you
things you think people won't notice..
but they actually do.

those simple words are the words that keep me awake
those are the words that make me keep my promise
those are the words i'm longing for

when times are rough
all i have to do is think of those words
and i'll be able to go through the day

it will put a smile on my face
and make my day.

that's all i need
is to hear you say those words again :)

thanks for the memories
it will always be with me.

enjoy life
and leave a little space in your mind for me.

first impression!

2008-10-24T23:00:00.004+08:00

What is your first impression of me?

Am i that person you thought i am?

I've learned something new this week..
don't think you know someone till you actually know the person..
like the saying
"never judge a book by it's cover"
it's true, it's something you don't wanna do..you'll regret it really much and you might actually end up in darkness.

why do people take the second step before the take the first?
can't they try to get to know the person before they do anything??
Is that what they really want?
Are they doing what they want to do?
do they even know what they are doing?
cause once you've said something, you can never take it back.
your reputation will be stained,
it will be difficult to clean it up.

Is that what you really want?
think properly before you act..
cause you might regret it
and loose a friend

cause i think i've lost you.

looking back at those times,
it all seems so fake now!

2008-10-22T16:08:00.001+08:00

D*STARZ got 9ttth!!!

2008-10-22T15:58:00.004+08:00

Life is like a race

you won't know what is in front of you
you won't know who will win the race...
but one thing is for sure......
there will always be a winner and a looser
all we can do is accept it.
It's called LIFE!!

when i put you away from my mind,you tend to come back in.Are the one i'm looking for?Or are you just the one to push me around?I don't know what to do..come out and tell me the truth

2008-10-21T17:45:00.005+08:00

OMG!!!!

It takes 58 seconds to make suwei smile ! :)

2008-10-19T14:34:00.001+08:00

Edwin Van der Sar is planning to renew his contract!!!!

suwei is a happy girl now : )

Mama Mia!!

2008-10-19T13:24:00.001+08:00

Mama Mia! Roadshow
Venue: 1 Utama
Time: 12.30 p.m
Date: 19th October 2008

They sang a few songs

They were good : )

10 people were luck enough to get free tickets : )

If you want to go,there's another roadshow this evening at 3.00 p.m at Bangsar village.

.....

Mi Manchi

2008-10-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

Let me start this blog with pictures of switchfoot!

it's been 37 weeks since switchfoot left.I know it's kinda late for me to blog about it..but what the heck ..Since jun told me to post a picture of them each week and write abit bout them..so that's what i'm gonna do.... :)

on the 12th of April,8Tv aired a footage of them in KL."RADIOACTIVE CORN"..on the 13th of April they aired the concert...

Jon and his wonderful long hair

Tiny Tim (He could finish the rubix cube.WOW!!!)