Just

Sometimes, i don't wanna go to bed..getting those
nightmares i just don't wanna close my eyes.
The thought of loosing you just make me cry,
i really can't imagine when the time actually comes..

I pray to God and hope it won't be anytime soon..
It better not be anytime soon..

I definately won't be able to handle it..
Cause by just dreaming of it
makes me worry all day..
i just can't imagine what it would be like

honestly, i hope i don't ever need to go through that.

SO,touch wood and all i can do is just,JUST hope that it won't happen